- I really hate this waiting around to see if I am a finalist for the job!!!!!!! Good grief!!!! The posting ends on Monday so I am hoping my waiting is almost over!!! I am NOT a patient person AT ALL!!!!
-I have got go back to school shopping for Riley. I think I will have her put on a fashion show tomorrow having her try on some of her clothes to see how they fit. Then I can make a list of items I need to buy.
-I want to put off shopping until I know if I landed the job so that I can get me a few things too if I am going back to work soon.
-We had a really great time today!!!! We weren't planning on going to Chuck E. Cheese...just kind of ended up there to the delight of both of the little boogers! They had SO much fun and I am so glad we took them. If you don't go around meal time and only play games it really isn't very expensive.
-I am still debating about buying more zoom for my camera....Jamey gave me the go ahead but I'm still not sure...another lens or more money for clothes???? Dunno......I will feel guilty if I do get it.
-I am still really worried about my MIL. I can't wait for this ordeal to be over with for her so that she can move on with her life. She has been going through hell since February and I know she is just sick of being sick!!!!
-I really dread school starting back for Riley because she has gotten really used to having me around 24/7 and I can already forsee many tears to come when I drop her off every day...it is going to be compounded if I do have a job and have to leave her in "early room" which she isn't used to. (She got very upset when I went out with the girls the other night....she kept telling Jamey I had been gone too long and was worried I wasn't coming back for instance....seperation anxiety big time!!!) I also have to worry about how Sam will adjust to daycare if I get the job....I am not quite as worried about him because he typically loves adventure and new situations...I will probably be the one crying in that situation. When I have to leave Riley somewhere and she is upset I don't cry I just feel so guility and nausous that I can't think of anything else until I call the school and ask if she is okay.
***Well, I have to go...it is storming...the satellite is out and Jamey wants to get online....I guess I will go read my sappy romance novel.
Later Gaters!
I hope you hear from the job soon! If you need any 4 or 5T clothes please let me know. I have lots and would be happy to have you look through them and see what Riley needs, as long as Mandi is cool with it as half of my stuff was Bonnie's stuff and Rosemary is coming up too. But I don't think anyone would miss the 4/5T stuff for a season or two! Get the zoom if Jamey says ok. If you don't like it, you can always sell it. I am still praying for your MIL. I hate that she is going through everything that has been put on her both physically and emotionally. I am sure Riley will be fine. Some kids are just more clingy than others, but I know that you will always be the kind of mom to give her the kind of support that she needs!
ReplyDeleteThanks April...for everything...the offer of clothes and the kind words. I will let you know if I need to take you up on the clothes offer...I think I will be okay between Jamey's mom taking her shopping next week and some stuff Jamey's grandma is going to send but that was very nice of you to offer....I am hoping I won't have to buy but an outfit or two and another pair of little white Keds. Thanks again for inviting me to tag along last week as well. It was so nice to get out of the house and be with just women for a little while.
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