I am so sorry I did my meanie negative vent last night.....I am exhausted!!!! Sam woke up in the middle of the night AGAIN last night so that makes the 4th straight night of interrupted sleep and I have pulled a lot of hours this week so I am T.I.R.E.D. I think the time I spent at home from March - October spoiled me a little. Being back in the life of a working mommy may take a few more months to adjust to. I am somewhat enjoying being back to work and feeling like I am contributing financially to our family again but an adjustment time is probably inevitable.
When I get tired or sick or hormonal (and I am lucky enough to be all three of those at the same time at the moment) that is what I do...I just want to kind of lash out and each and every little thing when I am in that state is like a bur under a saddle for me.
I am looking forward to a good night's sleep tonight....hopefully and I hope to wake up tomorrow morning feeling more like myself. I am praying that the two things that have been making me lose sleep will not happen tonight....1.) I will not be plagued with my frequent coughing fits and 2.) Samuel won't wake up scared saying there is a monster in his room. He gets into such an upset state that there is no calming him down and if I don't bring him downstairs his cries and whimpers would wake Riley up and then I would have an even bigger wee hour of the morning problem on my hands.
I know it is only 9:00 but I am going on to bed. Sacrificing my only time to relax will be worth it tonight.
Later Gaters and Goodnight!!!!
I hope you had a restful night!
ReplyDeleteI hope last night was better than the rest! I hope you were able to get the rest you need. Hopefully today is brighter and better than the past few days have been
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