I logged onto Blogger last night and read a few of the ones I follow and I realized I have not posted at all in 2015....and I thought WOW...that seems crazy. More than any other time in my life I should have blogged. Thus, the Wow part of the title of this one.
So so many things have happened since the last post. There is absolutely no possible way I could ever completely document it all. What I may do is take it in sections and maybe do a post each day for a while. Before all details and information and memories completely fade. I love to look back on posts here and on facebook because it reminds me of things I would have completely or partially forgotten.
The other part of the title of this post is What is Normal? Over the past 2 years (almost to the day...the day being July 6th actually) I have discovered so so many things. Once of which is there is really no such thing as normal. Normal for you and the normal you are comfortable with is not the normal for the person next to you and your normal is impermanent and will change....constantly. When it changes it can completely knock you for a painful flip backwards and you will find yourself in a painful possibly emotionally bruised and bloodied heap or it can change gradually and somewhat comfortably at times. Regardless....normal is always in motion.
At first I just longed for normal again...to feel normal again....to appear normal again....to act normal.....to be looked at like I was normal.....to BE normal again. Now I have come to the realization that there really is no normal. There is just life. Live it. Soak it in and up and just....be happy....NOT normal! Sometimes normal makes you unhappy so why stick with it?
This year has been my "yes" year....my why not year. Loving it so far! :)
Later Gaters!
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